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What the coat did not change
Rain erased the harbour beyond the kitchen window. Still wearing her father's patched fishing coat after his funeral, Nora watched Eli set out two chairs for neighbours collecting a repair. When he offered her copper coat, she shook her head. They would see its colour and think she was better.
Eli laid it nearby. Nora touched its lining, then took off the fishing coat. As he settled the copper wool around her shoulders, she caught his wrist. She waited for the betrayal she had imagined. Her father was still dead. Her throat still hurt. Changing back would not bring him nearer.
She left the patched coat within reach and opened the door. The neighbours could have tea, she told them, but she could not discuss the funeral. They stayed for one cup. Afterwards she sat between the empty chairs, grateful that neither visitor had asked her to smile.
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